Sunday, January 07, 2007
ahh not even one full week into start of school and i'm missing ny already. hc's really old and run down and the lt leaks? sigh. :( pooey. i'm soooo not looking forward to study there. i mean i don't mind a new environment but this kind of 'new' environment isn't really appealing. and when i've just gotten to know more about the people in my og, the management's going to break us up and herd us together with new people. aiyah just get down to work and forget about games and orientation luh they suck by the way. :)
hahas. :x it doesn't feel like a new year! bahh 2007. while i was bathing yesterday i thought of 2006 and these were what i remembered:
- distanced a little from the group because i was so close to sylvia. went through lots of friendship turmoil but got closer to lijie and ming in the end despite all that. the only people whom i feel apologetic to are xinying and lijie and cor. was wrong about some things but mostly right about the rest.
- went through all that band and comm and section and sec 3s shit, knew more about band stuff. got extremely pissed off over alot of matters and yeah, cried over them too. wasn't there much for the section but was there for sylvia. had been on her side all the while and stood with her against the comm.
- band concert and ny family concert. totally loved the vch and esplanade and hahas yay! i still keep the backstage pass. :) my last concerts with the band. didn't feel sad though.
- then there was passing down. was totally looking forward to it, because i was so tired of putting up with ridiculous demands by msc and matthew and tolerating the massive amount of shit jonathon was shoving down my throat. felt sad on the day itself not because i was leaving the band, but due to the fact that sec 3s still couldn't understand. i still don't think we're in the wrong.
- projects and sch work weren't easy to manage either, when group mates didn't do a single shit. sleepless nights and last minute rushings left me lots of red marks in online reports and both physically and mentally drained. small assignments and big portfolios accumulated till i was so sick of sch i needed a break desperately. mm but achieved high marks in projects so, yeah kind of balanced everything.
- hardcore mugging with lijie after sch everyday when eoys were just around the corner. spent loads of time in music lab and canteen. really grateful for all her help and company. talked and laughed and got stressed up a lot. i'm going to miss seeing her everyday. :(
- went to the airport to send cor off. wasn't really sad, maybe i'm used to saying goodbyes.
- really looked forward to nov and dec hols was sooooo tired. shopped quite a bit with sylvia lijie and jing and worked at emitasia. :) got to know more people and hahas little tactics and some handy skills i suppose. might be going back there again this year. evelyn's really nice.
mm yep i think that's about it. had been a really tough year, due to my lousy time management and getting too involved in things i shouldn't get involved in. was a hectic year and big rollercoaster ride. yep. hahas but good stuff happen too. like, GETTING TO KNOW YOU! even though it took so long for us just to exchange nos. hahas :) I LOVE YOU SO MUCH. i think knowing you was one of the best things that happened. :)
loving
you
